my little boy

my little boy
my autistic child

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: Some people are seriously messed up

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: Some people are seriously messed up: "Well been a long 2 weeks with Dustin out of school, he really needs something to do and he has nothing but to play in a pool and he is so bo..."

Some people are seriously messed up

Well been a long 2 weeks with Dustin out of school, he really needs something to do and he has nothing but to play in a pool and he is so bored but just 5 more days and he starts going to his summer school thank goodness so at least he will have something to do and get to be around other little kids.  Then someone stole my decals of out autism business that had a picture of my son and our phone numbers on it off of my car I mean seriously who does that, who steals decals off of a car, that is just sad some people really need to get a life.  And then I have started going to school I am taking Speech and Business Math class, they aren't to bad I don't like getting up in front of people and talking but its a required class so don't have a choice but to take and then Math I just suck at math probably gonna have to get a tutor to help me get through it but hopefully I will pass both of them and make good grades I cant wait until my fall classes and I can't wait to get through them and be a teacher and then we are possibly moving out of our home into a home that is cheaper the bills are a lot cheaper and maybe we will finally have some money left over, tired of not having money it sucks but thats probably how everybody fills now day thanks to the economy so other than that nothing else really going on just hanging out watching television and lots of cleaning and thats about it.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: To much freaking drama

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: To much freaking drama: "So tired of all the drama going on in my life its crazy, I have told off 2 family members now which doesn't bother me at all cause they had ..."

To much freaking drama

So tired of all the drama going on in my life its crazy, I have told off 2 family members now which doesn't bother me at all cause they had it coming and if i could have on one of them i would have reached through my phone and kicked there buts but they r lucky they r 2 far away and the other is just a immature person who is insecure and can't grow.  I am so over it and then I ask a person a question and they completely freak out I mean come on get over it, its for there child and they freak out about it, I hate people who can't deal with things in life and the reality of life I mean come on grow up, I am so over it. I am also pissed off that someone isn't willing 2 sacrifice one little thing for there child when i have sacrificed for nine years half without there help while the party and have a life and they can't do one little thing 2 help there child, I will probably rip there throat out before its all said and done.  I am done with people walking all over me and my family and I am going 2 rip anyone apart who keeps trying, I am trying 2 take care of a child who half the time makes my life a living hell but hes my child and I love him more than anything and everyone whines about there lives and how hard it is get over it live my life for a while and then whine about something so until then shut the hell up about your freaking drama, clean shit up off the floors and walls 3 or 4 times a day and then u will be crying about life. Sometimes I wish I could just take dustin and run away and if I had the money I might do it one day but until then I will stay here and try 2 work out this life and do everything I can like going 2 school everyday 2 try and make life better at least I hope to so I will just keep praying for a miracle everyday and hopefully one day I will get one and maybe a chance at happiness for both me and dustin.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: big changes

My Life As A Mom of An Autistic Child: big changes: "well been a while i started going 2 school, had 2 change my major from special education to office but now at least i can get a job and be a..."

big changes

well been a while i started going 2 school, had 2 change my major from special education to office but now at least i can get a job and be able 2 work from home and take care of dustin at the same time with this type of work so thats a very good thing, and i actually really like the class except for the math cause i mean trying 2 remember all the crap from high school days and i wasn't that good with math then either lol but other than that i think its really great and i am glad 2 finally have something 2 do and not sit around and bitch and moan about how bad my life sucks and i am finally doing something about it, and i am so hoping that others will learn from my  example that even with a disabled child u can still do something with your life i was beginning to wonder if that was true but thanks to my wonderful mother it is true, cause if not for her i wouldn't be able to go and get as much done as i do and i am so grateful for her, and so happy 2 see her inner bitch finally coming out again i pray that it stays out and she finally gets rid of all the bad karma dragging her life down and throws it all in the trash and starts over again all new except this time she needs 2 start over for her and do what is best for her and give herself a chance 2 heal from all the damage that has been done 2 her and just know that the people who have ripped her life apart will one day get theirs cause they always do weather it is karma here on earth or standing in judgement in front of god one way or another they will get what they have coming 2 them at least i hope so and so i am now going 2 go bed and hopefully get a good night of sleep and hopefully dustin will 2 hes had gas really bad pretty sure that i am going 2 have 2 take him off of meat at least for a while and see how he does well i will let u know how that goes and if i ever get him 2 eat a vegetable one of these days so hope u all have seen very good days and i will talk 2 u soon. Blessed Be.